Sadness on the weekend

Hello there!
well, im not sure what im writing about.
Tomorrow ill have english n biology tests. omg, no problem in english, but biology??? i dont like it to be honest. my parents keep tellin me to be a doctor someday. but im not sure. actually i want to, but i think its too hard for me.
I know that my science grades are not great. the only one that i like is chemistry. Besides, its only beginning. Wut about math, biology, and physics?? i know i can, but i have to study hard to had pat of them. U know im too lazy to study about science. LOL!

No wonder i really wanna be an exchange student! i cant wait till april 2009. the AFS registration will open. woohooo! I think if i became an exchange student, i'll be free from choose which classes i want, social or science! LOL!
But there's somethin' botherin me rite now. u know how to live in foreign countries. the things are not as cheap as in indonesia! soo im a lil bit sad of it.
Besides, people say that we have to pay $10000 to become an exchange student! because of that, i wanna join YES program.
YES (youth exchange and study) program is related to AFS (american field service). im not sure what the difference is, but it seems that YES will give us scholarships.

Ok, now im talkin about "kasidah modern" contest. im part of Rohis, i n my friends will join the contest. u know what, my friends asked me to play keyboard!!
well im not too bad at playin' keyboard, but u know ive never had a course of it!
Sooo im getting stress, how can i play???? i dont even know the song!
anybody can help me??

i love english class!

Hiiii!!
how was your school? i think this day was half of awesome! lol.
i got "97,5" in english exam!
woooooohhoooooo!

Not at all in history class though!
3 weeks ago the teacher asked us to do our resume. i didnt know if he loves an "remarkable creativity on ours" lol!
i wrote it and just gave it a lil line of colors. u know wut, i just got 70 ! ohhh myyyyy......
the next week, he demanded our resume, but WE DIDNT KNOW IF HE GAVE US A CHANCE TO FIX IT!
2 weeks later, he demanded it again! but 2 weeks ago he said that "this day is your last chance to fix it!"
aaarggghhhhh!!!! so i improved it at the time, hoping i would get a better mark.
my friends told me that mine is pretty good which made me confidend lol. but it disappeared when my teacher said "just it?".
then i was gave a 75!!! arrgggghhhhh. wut the fvck!!!

oh GOD, please give me a chance to improve her history marks and please, make her effort to be value on next history exam.
amen.

xoxo
-nova.