I'm Great, Thanks!

hellooooo!
woohooo. i've got this:


thanx farrah!

anyways, i'm in a good mood now!
i saw my crush at school and he is awesome.......
hahahha! he is sooo white.
even more white than me!
kyaaaa!

This is Real, It's me...

hii!

Do u know Camp Rock movie?
I saw it yesterday and i think i'm in love with one of the songs.
It is This is me by Demi lovato

This Is Me

I've always been the kind of girl
That hid my face
So afraid to tell the world
What I've got to say

But I have this dream
Bright inside of me
I'm gonna let it show
It's time to let you know
To let you know...

[Chorus]
This is real, this is me
I'm exactly where I'm supposed
To be now
Gonna let the light shine on me
Now I've found who I am
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I want to be
This is me

Do you know what it's like
To feel so in the dark
To dream about a life
Where you're the shining star

Even though it seems
Like it's too far away
I have to believe
In myself, it's the only way

It's hard to tell ya what's in my heart, so just read and feel this lyric.
This lyric describes me and my life.
You probably are listening to this song right on this blog.
Cause i added it for y'all. Enjoy :)


This Is Me - Demi Lovato (Camp Rock OST) Music Code

5-days-holiday in Balikpapan

HELLO!
Minal aidin walfaidzin, i apologize for my faults, readers!
and i'm home, i'm home!
back from balikpapan where i celebrated idul fitri with my relatives.
i'll share my stories about my 5 days activities Which I saw my grandma took hemodialysis. wanna know more about that??? just read this post.

Monday, September 29th '08.
I and my family went to balikpapan by car on 7.30 am. We just got my grandma's home while my grandma was lifted to ambulance.
i was wonderin' why? then i asked my mum. She said that my grandma would take hemodialysis at hospital, which means "cuci darah" in indonesian.
4,5 hours later she was back from hospital. Yet somehow on Thursday, my grandma had to go there again, taking hemodialysis again.
In the night, i and my brother watched 30 Days of Night, an american zombie movie. It's a scary movie. i like it though!

Tuesday, september 30th '08.
As usual, I and my family went to cemetery before idul fitri came. Then we went to Kumala Beach, a perfect restaurant near the beach.
I took some pictures there. I'll post those pics as soon as possible. U know my computer sucks so bad.
At night, i saw Meet The Robinsons with my brother, sister, cousin, and niece. Its an animation movies and i love it!

Wednesday, october 1st '08.
Finally, after a month we did fasting, the victory-day came, idul fitri! Once again, i apologize for my faults.
We ate soto banjar. my aunts made it and it's nice.
I went to my aunt's home. I mean the other aunt. She is a sister from my father. We did a family reunion.
Then we were back to my grandma's home. Many neighbors came to see my grandma.

Thursday, october 2nd '08.
I celebrated a second day of idul fitri at hospital. As i said before, my grandma took hemodialysis again.
I saw her laying on bed hospital. I saw the hemodialysis process during 4 hours.Yes, it was a very long time. I think it was pretty scary. Poor her. She looked pain.


The bloods flow through 2 hoses to a machine. 1 hose for the filthy blood, and 1 for the clean blood.

Friday, october 3rd '08.
It was time to say goodbye to my relatives. My family and I went back to Bontang.
And here I am with nothing to do, trapped in my big scary house, with my stupid computer and many assignments. arrggghhhh!

Nightmare(s) Before Christmas Idul Fitri

PENDING POST!!!! on monday, sept 29th 08.

I'm home!!!!!

ok ok, you know what,
two-day before idul fitri came, i was dreaming about two things i couldn't believe at.

first,i was dreaming about:the guy who go out with me in my dream!

well, the guy is 12th grade student in my school. the name's started with "E". Who was he?? Its a secret!!!!!!!

second, i was dreaming about: a boy who hates me in my dream, whereas he likes me in the real world!

i think its weird because i dreamt about this guy more than once! arggghhhh